All on a Sunday morning, basking in the light of day, All on a Sunday morning, breathing-in the soft sweet air, All on a Sunday morning, casting all worries away, All on a Sunday morning… I remember now… “Dark, damp night, a curb, lights, A shriek, a shock, shards of glass in my face, Empty seat beside of me – step out, stumbling, dark, cold, silence, And I see… Her body lies, dismembered on the ground, skull crushed, moaning… Eyes half closed, staring into nothingness, hands trembling, reaching… Blood trickling from her mouth, a cough, a red spurt on the ground… A then, nothing… Here I stand, staring in disbelief, half expecting to wake up, The noise, the agitation suddenly hitting me With the force of a roller-coaster-pig-fuck-crash in my fucking face… The reality of it all still evading me…” And the reality of it all still evades me now. “Better to have loved and lost, Than never to have loved at all” (Says the fool…) Minds focus on what’s missed and lost, The pain so fucking blinds it all… Raw pain, hate, blame… Praying in vain – calling her name, Crying in pain – tears lost in the rain Crying in pain, crying in pain! Black, anyhow, Wishing the world to die, Hate, Anyhow, blaming this world now, Grief, thorough, denying all life for… tomorrow ! Who’s to blame ? Who’s to blame ? How can you not blame yourself, you’re the cause of this distress, Who’s to blame ? Who’s to blame ? How can you not blame yourself, you’re the cause, your life’s a mess… Who’s to blame ? Who’s to blame ? Guilt is such a bag of bricks, lay it down, gotta lay it down, Gotta stop blaming yourself… Light of day – let the sun rise again, Light of day – and learn to love again. Light of day, watch the sun rise again Light of day, I’ll learn to love again, To feel the warmth of blood flowing through my veins, To hear the soothing sound of my heart beating again – I’m alive. Lying there, letting my spirit fly, Watch the clouds on their journey through the sky, The wind caressing me at last, Whispering words of freedom into my ear, The enchantment I now witness… The enchantment, the path to bliss… The peaceful landscapes around me, The friends I’d been waiting for, Blissful sounds of the river, The ocean’s song bidding me to dance, Tasting the water, feeling its warm embrace, Its brew, the cure for my once broken heart, The friendly gifts of nature, The friends I’d been waiting for, The fallen autumn leaves, The softest bed I’d ever dreamt of, The setting sun warming my skin, The wind in autumn’s withered leaves, Nature’s lullaby singing me to sleep